I think about your face, and how I fall into your eyes...

OK, I'm gonna close down this site, too many complaints and shit, I'm moving on to live journal at http://www.livejournal.com/users/outwestatlantic

Song of the Day

"Angel" by Sarah McLaughlin

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Song of the Day

"My Friends Over You" by New Found Glory

I’m drunk off your kiss
For another night in a row
This is becoming too routine for me
But I didn't mean to lead you on
And it’s all right to pretend
That we still talk
It’s just for show, isn’t it?
It’s my fault that it fell apart

Just maybe
you need this
and I didn’t
Mean to lead you on

You were everything I wanted
but I just can't
finish what I've started.
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
My friends over you

Please tell me everything,
That you think that I should know
About all the plans you made
When I was no where to be found.
And it’s all right to forget
That we still talk
It’s just for fun, isn’t it?
It’s my fault that it fell apart

Just maybe
You need this
and I didn’t
Mean to
lead you on

You were everything I wanted
but I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
My friends over you

Just maybe you need this
You need this…
And I didn’t
Mean to lead you on

You were everything I wanted
but I just can't
finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over…

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't
finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
My friends over you

Song of the Day

"Need To Be Next To You" by Sara Evans

Been runnin from these feelings for so long
Tellin my heart I didn't need you
Pretendn' I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie
So afraid to take a chance again
So afraid of what I feel inside

But I need to be next to you
ohhh ohhhhhh
I need to share every breath with you
ohhh ohhhhhh
I need to know I can see your smile each mornin'
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you
ohhhh I need to be next to you

Right here with you is where I belong
I lose my mind if I cant see you
Without you there is nothin' in this life
That would make my life worth livin' for
Can't bear the thought of you not there
I can't fight what i feel anymore

Cuz I need to be next to you
ohhh ohhhhhh
I need to share every breath with you
ohhh ohhhhhh
I need to know I can see your smile each mornin'
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you
ohhhh I need to be next to you

I need to have your heart next to mine
For all time
ohh Love you for all of my life
oh I need to be next to you
ohhh ohhhhhh
I need to share every breath with you
ohhh ohhhhhh
I need to know I can see your smile each mornin'
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you
ohhhh I need to be next to you
ohh love you for all of my life
oh I need to be next to you
need to be next to you
need to be next to you
need to be next to you

Song of the Day

"Space" by Something Corporate

Home, is this a quiet place where you should be alone?
Is this where the tortured and the troubled find their own?
I don't know, but I can tell this isn't you, your cover's blown
But oh no, don't you dare hang up this phone

Hey! Give me space so I can breathe
Give me space so I can sleep
Give me space so you can drown in this with me

In this place
The lonely escapade in outer space
There's no anecdote for irony
You say that you have, when you know
That you don't, and you say that you can
When you know that you won't

Hey! Give me space so I can breathe
Give me space so I can sleep
Give me space so you can drown in this with me

Hey! Give me space but I can't breathe
Give me space but I can't sleep
Give me just one inch I swear that's all I need, oh

These battered walls and TV screens
Sometimes they make me want to scream

Ahhh!

Hey! Give me space so I can breathe
Give me space so I can sleep
Give me space so you can drown in this with me

Hey! Give me space but I can't breathe
Give me space but I can't sleep
Give me just one inch I swear that's all I need

Song of the Day

"Getting Into You" by Relient K

When I made up my mind
And my heart along with that
To live not for myself
But yet for God
Somebody said
Do you know what you are getting yourself into?
When I finally ironed out
All of my priorities
And asked God to remove the doubt
That makes me unsure of these
Things I ask myself
I ask myself,
"Do you know what you are getting yourself into?"

I'm getting into You
Because You got to me
In a way words can't describe
I'm getting into You
Because I've got to be
You're essential to survive
I'm going to love You with my life

When He looked at me and said,
"I kind of view you as a son"
And for a second our eyes met
And I met that with a question,
"Do You know what you are getting Yourself into into?"

I'm getting into You
Because You got to me
In a way words can't describe
I'm getting into You
Because I've got to be
You're essential to survive
I'm gonna love You with my life

I've been a liar and I'll never amount to
The kind of person You deserve to worship You
You say You will not dwell on what I did but rather what I do
You say, "I love you and that's what you are getting yourself into"

I'm getting into You
Because You got to me
In a way words can't describe
I'm getting into You
Because I've got to be
You're essential to survive
I'm gonna love You with my life

I'm getting into You
Because You got to me
In a way words can't describe
I'm getting into You
Because I've got to be
You're essential to survive
I'm gonna love You with my life

You said "I love you and that's what you are getting yourself into."

Song of the Day

"Memory" by Sugarcult

This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory

So get back back
Back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back back
Back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

This may never start
I'll tear us apart
Can I be your enemy
Losing half our years
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything
So get back back
Back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back back
Back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

This could never start
Tearing out my heart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings disappear
Can I be your memory

So get back back
Back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back back
Back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

This could never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory
Can I be your memory

Song of the Day

"Perfect" by Sara Evans

If you don't take me to Paris
On a lover's getaway
It's all right, it's all right
If I'd rather wear your t-shirt
Than a sexy negligee
It's all right, it's all right
Every dinner doesn't have to be candlelit
It's kinda nice to know that it doesn't have to be

Perfect
Baby every little piece
Of the puzzle doesn't always fit
Perfectly
Love can be rough around the edges tattered at the seams
But honey if it's good enough for you
It's good enough for me

If your mother doesn't like
The way I treat her baby boy
It's all right, it's all right
If in every wedding picture
My daddy looks annoyed
It's all right, it's all right
Don't you know that all the fairy tales tell a lie
Real love and real life doesn't have to be

Perfect
Baby every little piece
Of the puzzle doesn't always fit
Perfectly
Love can be rough around the edges tattered at the seams
But honey if it's good enough for you
It's good enough for me

You don't mind if I show up late for everything
And when you lose your cool it's kinda cute to me
Ain't it nice to know that we don't have to be

Perfect
Baby every little piece
Of the puzzle doesn't always fit
Perfectly
Love can be rough around the edges tattered at the seams
But honey if it's good enough for you
It's good enough for me

It's good enough for me (perfect)
Yeah good enough for me (perfect)
Good enough for me (perfect)

Song of the Day

"Heart-Shaped Box" by Nirvana

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black

Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice

Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on angel's hair and baby's breath
Broken hymen of your highness I'm left black
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back

Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back

Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice

Song of the Day

Mood: Lonely

"Listenin' To The Radio" by Adam Sandler

where is my Peggy Sue
i could use a Rosaletta
if there is a long tall Sally out there
i'm dying to meet her
why can't i hear Beth calling me
why can't i be the one to make Sara smile
i wish i was arm in arm with Jeannie, Jeannie
walking down the aisle

oh yeah, all right

but i got no Mary Jane
there's no sloopy or dancing queen
i'm just a fool in the rain
waiting on my Billie Jean

I want an Angie, a Mandy, a Candy-o
a devil in a dress of blue
a Roseanna, Diana, Sweet Caroline
i'd even take a Runaround Sue

oh yeah, all right

well, i never got to scream for a Layla,
i never saw Mary Ann, walking away.
i never danced on the sand with a Rio
woke up with a Maggie Mae.

i dialed 8 6 7 5 3 0 9
but there was no Jenny, Jenny.
why can't get myself a brown-eyed girl
when Willie Nelson loved so many?
and why does Jack have Diane?
and Billy Joe have Bobby Sue?
and everybody had Roxanne
except you know for who-know-who

I want an Angie, a Mandy, a Candy-o
a devil in a dress of blue
a Roseanna, Diana, Sweet Caroline
i'd even take a Runaround Sue

Come on

well, i'd take any ole Suzy Q
i got no reason to be picky
she could be a goody goody two shoes
or she could be my Darlin' Nikki

oh Brandy would be such a fine girl
and so would the sweet Judy Blue
i guess i sound just like that other fella
cause you know i wish that i had Jesse's girl too

oh yeah, all right

but i'd die for a kiss from Allison
even though i know she'd break my heart
or give me a lo lo Lola
minus the extra part

I want an Angie, a Mandy, a Candy-o
a devil in a dress of blue
a Roseanna, Diana, Sweet Caroline
i'd even take a Runaround Sue

I want an Angie, a Mandy, a Candy-o
a devil in a dress of blue
a Roseanna, Diana, Sweet Caroline
i'd even take a Runaround Sue

you know i'd even take a Runaround Sue
well i'd even take a Runaround Sue

oh yeah, all right

Song of the Day

"We Used To Be Friends" by the Dandy Warhols

A long time ago
We used to be friends
But I haven't thought of you lately at all
If ever again
A greeting I send to you
Short and sweet to the soul I intend

Ah ah ah ah

Come on now honey
Bring it on bring it on yeah
Just love me when
You're good to go

Come on now sugar
Bring it on bring it on yeah
Just remember me when...

It's something I said
Or someone I know
Or you called me up
Maybe I wasn't home
Now everybody needs some time
And everybody knows
The rest of the lines
In everybody else's show

Come on now sugar
Bring it on bring it on yeah
Remember me when
You're good to go

Come on now honey
Bring it on bring it on yeah
Just remember me when
We used to be friends
A long time ago
We used to be friends
A long time ago
We used to be friends
A long time ago
Yeah

A long time ago
We used to be friends
But I haven't thought of you lately at all
If ever again
A greeting I send to you
Short and sweet to the soul I intend

We used to be friends
A long time ago
We used to be friends
A long time ago
We used to be friends
A long time ago
We used to be friends
Yeah...

Song of the Day

"The Longest Time" by Yellowcard (Billy Joel cover)

woohoohoohoo for the longest time
woohoohoo for the longest time
if you'd say goodbye to me tonight
there would still be music left to write
what else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
you haven't been there for the longest time
if you say that i'm the one that's wrong,
would i have the strength to carry on
that's where you found me,
when you put your arms around me
you haven't been there for the longest time
woohoohoohoo for the longest time
woohoohoo for the longest time
I'm that voice your hearing in the hall
and the greatest miracle of all
is when you found me,
when you put your arms around me
you haven't been there for the longest time
If you said that i'm the one that's wrong
would i have the strength to carry on
i'll take my chances
i forgot how sweet romance is
you haven't been there for the longest time
woohoohoohoo for the longest time
woohoohoo for the longest time

Song of the Day

"Whip-smart" by Liz Phair

I'm gonna tell my son to grow up pretty as the grass is green
And whip-smart as the English Channel's wide
And I'm gonna tell my son to keep his money in his mattress
And his watch on any hand between his thighs
And I'm gonna lock my son up in a tower
Till I write my whole life story on the back of his big brown eyes

When they do the double dutch, that's them dancing
When they do the double dutch, that's them dancing
When they do the double dutch, that's them dancing
When they do the double dutch, that's them dancing

I'm gonna tell my son to join a circus so that death is cheap
And games are just another way of life
And I'm gonna tell my son to be a prophet of mistakes
Because for every truth there are half a million lies
And I'm gonna lock my son up in a tower
Till he learns to let his hair down far enough to climb outside

When they do the double dutch, that's them dancing
When they do the double dutch, that's them dancing
When they do the double dutch, that's them dancing
When they do the double dutch, that's them dancing...

Song of the Day

"From My Head To My Heart" by Evan and Jaron

Once again I just can't get it straight
Wondering if wandering is my fate
But don't lose hope in me quite yet
'cause help must be on the way, any day

From my head to my heart
can't seem to find a way they're so far apart
It's not you, it's not your fault
You've got everything I could ever want
And you've always understood my intentions are good
and we've been so close from the start
but the furthest distance I've ever known is
From my head to my heart

I feel the distance standing here next to you
I don't want to keep you waiting, but I've been waiting too
Some day if I get there and you still want me too
we can see it through

From my head to my heart
can't seem to find a way they're so far apart
It's not you, it's not your fault
You've got everything I could ever want
And you've always understood my intentions are good
and we've been so close from the start
but the furthest distance I've ever known is
From my head to my heart

Furthest distance I've ever known is
From my head to my heart
My head to my heart

From my head to my heart
can't seem to find a way they're so far apart
it's not you, you've got everything I could ever want

From my head to my heart
can't seem to find a way they're so far apart
It's not you, it's not your fault
You've got everything I could ever want
And you've always understood my intentions are good
and we've been so close from the start
but the furthest distance I've ever known is
From my head to my heart
Furthest distance I've ever known is
From my head to my heart
Furthest distance I've ever known is
From my head to my heart
Furthest distance I've ever known is
From my head to my heart
Furthest distance I've ever known is
From my head to my heart

Song of the Day

"Health And Hapiness" by the Wallflowers

Maybe it’s not
That I don’t care anymore
Maybe I just never did
You can’t say
That I have ever lied
Because I keep the truth well hid
Tell me what’s wrong
Is something wrong?
You can’t be sad
When something you have never had
Suddenly feels gone

I wish you health
I wish you happiness
But absolutely nothing else

I’m not here to keep an eye on you
I think you misunderstood
I could make things easy for you
I won’t
But I could
Does that make you sad?
Cause’ you look sad
You should be glad
For what you’ve had
And don’t feel bad
I could wish less for you

I wish you health
I wish you happiness
But absolutely nothing else

There is no distance here
To get across
There’s nothing to grip

Or get a hold
The emptiness you feel
Is nothing at all
Now nobody brake any bones
It could be worse
Yeah it can get worse
You’ve got your strength
And you have got your health
You should be worried bout’
Somebody else

I wish you health
I wish you happiness
But absolutely nothing else

Song of the Day

"Broadway" by the Goo Goo Dolls

Broadway is dark tonight
A little bit weaker than you used to be
Broadway is dark tonight
See the young man sittin' in the old man's bar
Waitin' for his turn to die The cowboy kills the rock star
And Friday night's gone too far
The dim light hides the years
On all the faded girls Forgotten but not gone
You drink it off your mind
You talk about the world
Like it's someplace that you've been You see you'd love to run home, but you know you ain't got one
Cause you're livin' in a world that you're best forgotten, around here Broadway is dark tonight
A little bit weaker than you used to be
Broadway is dark tonight
See the young man sittin' in the old man's bar
Waitin' for his turn to die You choke down all your anger
Forget your only son
You pray to statues when you sober up for fun You're anger don't impress me
The world slapped in your face
It always rains like hell on the loser's day parade You see you'd love to run home, but you know ain't got one
Cause you're livin' in a world that you're best forgotten
When you're thinkin' you're a joke and nobody's gonna listen
To the one small point I know they've been missing around here Broadway is dark tonight
A little bit weaker than you used to be
Broadway is dark tonight
See the young man sittin' in the old man's bar
Waitin' for his turn to die You see you'd love to run home, but you know ain't got one
Cause you're livin' in a world that you're best forgotten
And if you're thinkin' you're a joke do you think that they'll listen
To the one small point I know they've been missing around here
Round here Broadway is dark tonight
A little bit weaker than you used to be
Broadway is dark tonight
See the young man sittin' in the old man's bar
Waitin' for his turn to die

Song of the Day

"We Will Rock You" by Queen

Aah
Buddy you're a boy make a big noise
Playin' in the street gonna be a big man some day
You got mud on yo' face
You big disgrace
Kickin' your can all over the place
Singin'

We will we will rock you
We will we will rock you

Buddy you're a young man hard man
Shouting in the street gonna take on the world some day
You got blood on yo' face
You big disgrace
Wavin' your banner all over the place

We will we will rock you
Sing it
We will we will rock you

Buddy you're an old man poor man
Pleadin' with your eyes gonna make
You some peace some day
You got mud on your face
Big disgrace
Somebody betta put you back into your place

We will we will rock you
Sing it
We will we will rock you
Everybody
We will we will rock you
We will we will rock you
Alright

Song of the Day

"Letters To You" by Finch

Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I'm writing again these letters to you on much I know
But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart
No more looking i've found her
I'm gone away...

Song of the Day

"I'm Shakin'" by Rooney

I've forgotten what it feels like
to feel normal to be normal
and i've forgotten what food tastes like
the way it tastes right the taste buds taste right

well i wake up in so much spit and sweat it is not normal
what is normal i go to bed when i wake up after cleaning all
all the spit and sweat

now i'm now i'm Sh Sh shakin
Sh Shakin i'm Sh Sh shakin
Sh Shakin now

i tossed and turned ALL night cause i cause i was looking fir an ending
this was so because because i watched all day the "Neverending Story" with Atreyu

the next day came but not a beam of light because the blinds were shut
SH SH SH Shut so tight i fell out of bed
laced in spit and sweat it made me very cold it made me very cold
i'm supposed to feel better this nightmare supposed to end i am holding on

i'm shakin' now

Happy Easter

Song of the Day

"Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades" by Brand New

Keep the noise low, she doesn't wanna blow it. She stripped from head to toe and then left him with his shoulder out. Go get your heartbeat. It beats me straight into the ground. You don't recover from a night like this. Our victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless. A hand moves in the dark to her zipper. And a boy best in tourniquet sheets barely whispers, "This is so messed up." Upon arrival the guests had all stared. Dripping wet and clearly depressed, he'd headed straight for the stairs. No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch, unprepared for a life filled with lies and failing relationships. (Up the stairs, the station where the act becomes the art of growing up.) He keeps his hands low, he doesn't wanna blow it. He's wet from head to toe and his eyes give her the up and the down. His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up. Get the body on the bed like it's flowered and he starts going down. The people, the focus. The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to settle. Die young and
save yourself. They take all the taste out. It used to be the reason that we're even, now it's choking me up. Die young and save yourself. She hits the lights. This doesn't seem quite fair. Despite everything he learned from his friends, he doesn't feel so prepared. She's breathing quiet and smooth, he's gasping for air. "This is the first and last time", he said. She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his. He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides. He's holding back from telling her exactly what it really feels like. He is the lamb, she is the slaughter. She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her. Nothing that he touches is really having an effect. He whispers that he loves her, but she's probably only looking for... (Up the stairs, the station where the act becomes the art of growing old.) So much more than he could ever give. A life full of lies and failing relationships. He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides. He waits for it to end and for the aching in his guts to subside.
The people, the focus. The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to settle. Die young and save yourself. They take all the taste out. It used to be the reason that we're even, now it's choking me up. Die young and save yourself. Up the stairs, the station where the act becomes the art of growing old. The people, the focus. The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to settle. Die young and save yourself. They take all the taste out. It used to be the reason that we're even, now it's choking me up. Die young and save yourself.

Song of the Day

"Real World" by Matchbox 20

I wonder what it's like to be the rainmaker
I wonder what it's like to know that I make the rain
I'd store it in boxes with little yellow tags on everyone
And you can come see them when I'm...done, when I'm
Done
I wonder what it's like to be a super hero
I wonder where I'd go if I could fly around downtown
From some other planet, I get this funky high on yellow
Sun
Boy I bet my friends will all be...stunned, they're stunned

Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here
If I were someone else, would this all fall apart
Strange, where were you, when we started this gig,
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me

I wonder what it's like to be the head honcho
I wonder what I'd do if they all did just what I said
I'd shout out an order, I think we're out of this man get
me some
Boy don't make me wanna change my...tone, my tone

Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here
If I were someone else, would this all fall apart
Strange, where were you, when we started this gig,
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me

Please don't change, please don't break
The only thing that seems to work at all is you
Please don't change, at all from me
To you, and you to me

Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here
If I were someone else, would this all fall apart
Strange, where were you, when we started this gig,
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me

Song of the Day

"The Reason" by Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Song of the Day

"Rocky Mountain High" by John Denver

He was born in the summer of his 27th year
Comin' home to a place he'd never been before
He left yesterday behind him, you might say he was born again
You might say he found a key for every door

When he first came to the mountains his life was far away
On the road and hangin' by a song
But the string's already broken and he doesn't really care
It keeps changin' fast and it don't last for long

But the Colorado rocky mountain high
I've seen it rainin' fire in the sky
The shadow from the starlight is softer than a lullabye
Rocky mountain high

He climbed cathedral mountains, he saw silver clouds below
He saw everything as far as you can see
And they say that he got crazy once and he tried to touch the sun
And he lost a friend but kept his memory

Now he walks in quiet solitude the forest and the streams
Seeking grace in every step he takes
His sight has turned inside himself to try and understand
The serenity of a clear blue mountain lake

And the Colorado rocky mountain high
I've seen it rainin' fire in the sky
You can talk to God and listen to the casual reply
Rocky mountain high

Now his life is full of wonder but his heart still knows some fear
Of a simple thing he cannot comprehend
Why they try to tear the mountains down to bring in a couple more
More people, more scars upon the land

And the Colorado rocky mountain high
I've seen it rainin' fire in the sky
I know he'd be a poorer man if he never saw an eagle fly
Rocky mountain high

It's Colorado rocky mountain high
I've seen it rainin' fire in the sky
Friends around the campfire and everybody's high
Rocky mountain high

Song of the Day for the Connecticut Huskies, (I passed up the shot to be one!)

"We Are The Champions" by Queen

I've paid my dues
Time after time
I've done my sentence
But committed no crime
And bad mistakes
I've made a few
I've had my share of sand
Kicked in my face
But I've come through

And we mean to go on and on and on and on

We are the champions - my friends
And we'll keep on fighting
Till the end
We are the champions
We are the champions
No time for losers
'Cause we are the champions of the World

I've taken my bows
And my curtain calls
You brought me fame and fortune
And everything that goes with it
I thank you all
But it's been no bed of roses
No pleasure cruise
I consider it a challenge before
The whole human race
And I ain't gonna lose

And we mean to go on and on and on and on

We are the champions - my friends
And we'll keep on fighting
Till the end
We are the champions
We are the champions
No time for losers
'Cause we are the champions of the World

We are the champions - my friends
And we'll keep on fighting
Till the end
We are the champions
We are the champions
No time for losers
'Cause we are the champions

Song of the Day

"Here Is Gone" by the Goo Goo Dolls


You and I got somethin
But it's all and then it's nuthin to me, yeah
And I got my defenses
When it comes through your intentions for me, yeah

And we wake up in the breakdown
With the things we never thought we could be, yeah

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

I am no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

And I dont need the fallout
Of all the past that's in between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling

I know it's out there
I know it's out there
And I can feel you falling

I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah

I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah

Song of the Day (a bit late)
Vivaldi's four season's

Song of the Day

"Wild thing" by Jimi Hendrix


come on man sing it with me
Wild thing, you make my heart sing
oh
you make a everything, groovy
wild thing
wild thing i think you move me
but i want a know for sure
come on and sssock it to me one more time
(click)you move me
wild thing, you make my heart sing
oh
you make a everything, groovy
a sing again
wild thing
yeah
wild thing i think you move me
but i want a know for sure
come on and sssock it to me one more time again
oh shucks i love ya
wild thing, you make my heart sing
you make a everything, groovy
yeah wild thing
yeah wild thing
yeah yeah wild thing
yeah yeah yeah wild thing
oh sock it to me
wild thing

Song of the Day

"Volcano" by Damien Rice

Don't hold yourself like that
You'll hurt your knees
I kissed your mouth and back
But that's all I need
Don't build your world around volcanoes melt you down

What I am to you is not real
What I am to you you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for the sea

Don't throw yourself like that
In front of me
I kissed your mouth your back
Is that all you need?
Don't drag my love around volcanoes melt me down

What I am to you is not real
What I am to you you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for what I give to you
Is just what i'm going through
This is nothing new
No no just another phase of finding what I really need
Is what makes me bleed
And like a new disease she's still too young to treat
Volcanoes melt me down
She's still too young
I kissed your mouth
You do not need me

Song of the Day

"Everybody's Fool" by Evanescence


Perfect by nature, icons of self-indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world

That never was and never will be
Have you no shame, don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled.

Look here she comes now -
Bow down and stare in wonder.
Oh, how we love you
No flaws when you're
But now I know she -

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.

Without the mask
Where will you hide?
Can't find yourself,
Lost in your lies

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.

Never was and never will be
Not for real that you can save me
And somehow now you're everybody's fool.

Song of the day

"Erin Shore" traditional instrumental

Morons of the month!!!!!!!!!!


1st place: My philsophy teacher, damn canadian hippie
2nd place Candy V. for being a dumb old bitch
3rd place Karim for being a complete ass and for the Em pic!

Song of the Day

"Free Bird" by Lynard Skynyrd

If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be travelling on, now,
'Cause there's too many places I've got to see.
But, if I stayed here with you, girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
'Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.

Bye, bye, its been a sweet love.
Though this feeling I can't change.
But please don't take it badly,
'Cause Lord knows I'm to blame.
But, if I stayed here with you girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you'll never change.
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.
Lord help me, I can't change.

Why does life and love have to be so darn complicated?

I hate it when you think you're over someone and yet they keep finding ways back into your life, like you see them and your feelings are rekindled, or you have a dream in which you think of them, it sucks! I had a dream Friday night about well, you'll prolly know due to the song, and it made me rethink things again.
"I'd Do Anything" by Simple Plan

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many thing were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know
I won't forget you

If you haven't figured it out, I'll give you a hint, glow.

Also the LC has been giving me weird signals, I put in a full name with my own and scored a 98%! It really has me confused, it's like another "damned if you do, damned if you don't" dilemma, I mean
I've always thought that I was a "one girl" commitment guy, and now with feelings for multiple individuals my thoughts, feelings and emotions are running at full speed.

Song of the Day

"Suzanne" by Weezer

Suzanne, you're all that I wanted of a girl
You're all that I need in the world
I'm your child, make me blush, drive me wild
Suzanne, you're all that I wanted

When I met you I was all alone
Cold and hungry cryin' on the phone
You baked me brownies and said, 'Don't you cry'
And gave me the coat off your back

Suzanne, you're all that I wanted of a girl
You're all that I need in the world
I'm your child, make me blush, drive me wild
Suzanne, you're all that I wanted

Even Izzy, Slash and Axl Rose
When I call, you put 'em all on hold
And say to me that you'd do anything
And all I can do is say that
I haven't much I can give you in return
Only my heart and a promise not to turn
But I sing to you every day and every night
Suzanne, I'm your man

Suzanne, you're all that I wanted of a girl
You're all that I need in the world
I'm your child, make me blush, drive me wild
Suzanne, you're all that I wanted
Of a girl

Song of the Day

"Still Frame" by Trapt

Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down,
this picture's frozen and I can't get out (of here)
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you
And every time I think I've finally made it
I learn I'm farther away than I've ever been before
I see the clock and it's ticking away, and the hourglass empty
What the f*** do I have to say
Keep it inside the image portrayed
As if I couldn't stand losing as if I couldn't be saved, no way
A small confession I think I'm starting to lose it
I think I'm drifting away from the people I really need
A small reflection on when we were younger
We had it all figured 'cause we had everything covered
Now we're older it's getting harder to see
What this future will hold for us, what the f*** are we going to be?
I'm afraid I'm falling farther away (from where I want to be)

I dreamt of her last night, after I thought I was way over her, turns out I'm not and has me second-guessing everything else....

Song of the Day (Due to what reflects the dream)

"I'd Do Anything" by Simple Plan

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many thing were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Song of the Day

"Somebody For Someone" by The Corrs

There's a deep girl in the corner shop
Selling sugar for money in the dead of the night
And her soul's in the sugar and her heart's in the mud
And she's crying with a stranger
For someone to love
And she sings

"Look at me, see me' 'look at me, save me'
'Free me, find me 'cos if there's
Somebody for someone, yeah look at me"
Somebody for someone

There's a deep boy at the corner shop
Watching sugar sell for money to the dead at night
And he sees in her an angel in the cruelest of worlds
Hiding in the darkness
Screaming out for love (screaming out for love)
And he sings

(Somebody's gonna make it right) "look at me"
(Somebody's gonna make it right) "see me"
(Somebody's gonna make it right) "look for me"
(Somebody's gonna make it right) "save me"
(Somebody's gonna make it right) "free me"
(Somebody's gonna make it right) "find me"
"Cos if (Somebody's gonna make it right)there's somebody for someone, come look at me"

{Violin solo}

(Somebody's gonna make it right)
(Somebody's gonna make it right)
(Somebody's gonna make it right)
(Somebody's gonna make it right)
(Somebody's gonna make it right)
(Somebody's gonna make it right)
(Somebody's gonna make it right)
(Somebody's gonna make it right)
(Somebody's gonna make it right)

(Somebody's gonna make it right) "look at me"
(Somebody's gonna make it right) "see me"
(Somebody's gonna make it right) "look for me"
(Somebody's gonna make it right) "save me"
(Somebody's gonna make it right) "free me"
(Somebody's gonna make it right) "find me"
"Cos if (Somebody's gonna make it right)there's somebody for someone, come look at me"

(Somebody for someone...), Yeah I wanna be
(Somebody for someone...), I know there's gotta be
(Somebody for someone...), You've gotta be
(Somebody for someone...), Yeah yeah...
(Somebody for someone...)
(Somebody for someone...)
(Somebody for someone...)

Songs of the Day (2 girls' b-days)

"Emily" by Bowling For Soup

It wasn't supposed to be like this
Another dose of unhappiness
I gave it all and managed to get shot down yet again
So I got drunk
Had sex with all your friends
You told me to never call your house again
Emily, you saved the day
Emily, when you threw me away

She was always such a pretty girl
Nobody like her in the world
A little piece of heavenly
That no one else could stand
I see her in my dreams at night
I see you when I close my eyes
I just can't seem to shake you, Emily

You got your money and I got cast
Outside thrown out on my ass
In the city with no one else, no where else to go
So I hooked up with this model from Singapore
Emily, I sure am glad you didn't want me anymore

She was always such a pretty girl
Nobody like her in the world
A little piece of heavenly
That no one else could stand
I see her in my dreams at night
I see you when I close my eyes
I just can't seem to shake you, Emily
Yeah

Emily, you saved the day
Emily, you saved the day
Emily, you saved my ass

"Melissa" by Chixdigit

"Melissa Louise"

gonna bake a cake as fast as i can gonna use your socks to butter the pan ain't seen you for two weeks i hate it when i have to wait girl, i'm glad you're not exactly like me you're as whatever as i wish i could be i freaked you when i said my lucky number was the number eight the difference there is between the two could fit underneath a hoof and shoe i ain't so good with my analogies melissa louise and me i need a holiday to get my smirk back a week of sunning and a three day cat nap i'd rather be with you i hope there's nothing wrong with that i'm coming out there, snow sleet, rain or hail i'm coming out there, i don't need no seat sale you don't gotta clean, i ain't allergic to your cat the difference there is between the two could fit underneath a hoof and shoe i ain't so good with my analogies melissa louise and me melissa louise and me the difference there is between the two could fit underneath a hoof and shoe i ain't so good with my analogies melissa louise and me melissa louise and me

Song of the Day

"Short Skirt / Long Jacket" by Cake

I want a girl with a mind like a diamond
I want a girl who knows what's best
I want a girl with shoes that cut
And eyes that burn like cigarettes

I want a girl with the right allocations
Who's fast and thorough
And sharp as a tack
She's playing with her jewelry
She's putting up her hair
She's touring the facility
And picking up slack

I want a girl with a short skirt and a lonnnng jacket......

I want a girl who gets up early
I want a girl who stays up late
I want a girl with uninterrupted prosperity
Who used a machedy to cut through red tape
With fingernails that shine like justice
And a voice that is dark like tinted glass

She is fast and thorough
And sharp as a tack
She's touring the facility
And picking up slack

I want a girl with a short skirt and a lonnnnng.... lonnng jacket

I want a girl with a smooth liquidation
I want a girl with good dividends
And at the city bank we will meet accidentally
We'll start to talk when she borrows my pen

She wants a car with a cupholder arm rest
She wants a car that will get her there
She's changing her name from Kitty to Karen
She's trading her MG for a white Chrystler LeBaron

I want a girl with a short skirt and a lonnnnggggggggg jacket

Song of the Day

Revolution #9 by the Beatles

Number nine, number nine (repeat until head is driven in by a hammer)

Song of the Day

"Perfect" by Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurst when you disapprove all doing

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand

I know it's been a while but here it is at much delay, Idiots of the week

1st place My Phi 102 professor, damn canadian hippie.

that's pretty much it, don't really see a need for anyone else who can compare.

Song of the Day

"Pitiful" by Blindside

as I recall when my stomach turned
and I was hiding away from myself
away from you
like nothing but something was terribly wrong
and I admit that I was only waiting for the right time (right time)
right moment for you to look away
though you never did I pretended for a while
so I could walk where I don't belong

I remember every word you said
come back in time come back
and I remember I was too beaten
pitiful so pitiful

but I know as they hammered those nails
into your beautiful hands
your eyes they tried to search for mine
but I look away
now your eyes are the only thing that can save me
I'm still afraid of them piercin'
you break into my prison
just pretended for a while
my soul is sad and I walk away

I remember every word you said
come back in time come back
and I remember I was too beaten
pitiful so pitiful

pitiful
pitiful
pitiful
pitiful
so pitiful

and I remember every word you said
but this time I won't look away
and I remember every word you said
and this time I won't look away

and I remember every word you said
come back in time come back
and I remember I was so beaten
pitiful so pitiful

and I remember every word you said (pitiful)
come back in time come back (pitiful)
and I remember I was too beaten (pitiful)
pitiful so pitiful

Song of the Day

"Anna (Go To Him)" by The Beatles

Anna
You come and ask me, girl
To set you free, girl
You say he loves you more than me
So I will set you free
Go with him
Go with him

Anna
Girl, before you go now
I want you to know, now
That I still love you so
But if he loves you more
Go with him

All of my life
I've been searching for a girl
To love me like I love you
Oh, now, but every girl I've ever had
Breaks my heart and leaves my sad
What am I, what am I supposed to do

Anna
Just one more thing, girl
You give back your ring to me, and I will set you free
Go with him

Anna
Just one more thing, girl
You give back your ring to me, and I will set you free
Go with him

Song of the Day

"Too Bad About Your Girl" by The Donnas

Waitin' all night not a call in sight
I got the bait but I got no bite
Wanna have some fun, wanna have someone
Who can make me feel alright

I'm lookin at you, you're lookin' at me too
Yeah you know what I wanna do
But your girlfriend wants the night to end
Baby, tell me somethin' new.

It's too bad about your girl
She doesn't look like she's much fun
It's too bad you got a date tonight
'Cause you're lookin' like you're the one

She left but now she's back, stickin' out her rack
She's got you runnin' down the wrong track
Can't wait to see her face when I'm in her place
And I'm tryin' get you in the sack

It's too bad about your girl
She doesn't look like she's much fun
It's too bad you've got a date tonight
'Cause you're lookin' like you're the one

Tell her to leave
Soon it'll be too late
It's like New Year's Eve
'Cause I just can't wait
Too bad
(echo) You got a date tonight!
Too bad about your girl
Yeah, it's too bad
(echo) You got a date tonight!
Too bad about your girl
Yeah!

If you were smart, you'd send her home on BART
Before the real trouble starts
'Cause who's she gonna slap when she sees me in your lap
And you say you had a change of heart

I gotta make you mine but we're runnin outta time
But she's got you guarded like the Guggenheim
It's all that I can take, let's make a jailbreak
Or we'll be doin' time in Anaheim!

It's too bad about your girl
She doesn't look like she's much fun
It's too bad you got a date tonight
'Cause you're lookin' like you're the one

It's too bad about your girl
She doesn't look like she's much fun
It's too bad you got a date tonight
'Cause you're lookin' like you're the one

Song of the Day

"Somebody's Crying" by Chris Isaak

I know somebody and they cry for you.
They lie awake at night and dream of you.
I bet you never even know they do, but somebody's crying.

I know somebody and they called your name.
A million times and still you never came.
They go on loving you just the same, I know that somebody's trying.

So please, return the love you took from me.
Or please, let me know if it can't be me, I know when,
Somebody's lieing, I know when somebody's lieing.

I know that somebody's lieing, I know that somebody's lieing.

Give me a sign and let me know we're through.
If you don't love me like I love you.
But if you cry at night the way I do I'll know that somebody's lieing.

So please, return the love you took from me.
Or please, let me know if it can't be me.
I know when somebody's lieing, I know when somebody's lieing.
Oh I, oh I......

Song of the Day

"Breathless" by The Corrs

Go on go on
Leave me breathless
Come on {echo...}

Hey... yeah...

The daylight's fading slowly
The time with you is standing still
I'm waiting for you only
The slightest touch and I feel weak
I cannot lie, from you I cannot hide
And I'm losing the will to try
Can't hide it (can't hide it), can't fight it (can't fight it)

So go on, go on, come on, leave me breathless
Tempt me, tease me, until I can't deny
This loving feeling (loving feeling)
Make me long for your kiss
Go on (go on), go on (go on)
Yeah...
Come on
Yeah...

And if there's no tomorrow
And all we have is here and now
I'm happy just to have you
You're all the love I need somehow
It's like a dream
Although I'm not asleep
And I never want to wake up
Don't lose it (don't lose it), don't leave it (don't leave it)

So go on, go on, come on, leave me breathless
Tempt me, tease me, until I can't deny
This loving feeling (loving feeling)
Make me long for your kiss
Go on (go on), go on (go on)
Yeah...
Come on {echo...}

{Guitar's solo} Yeah-ie, yeah, yeah-ie, yeah...

And I can't lie
From you I cannot hide
And I've lost my will to try
Can't hide it (can't hide it), can't fight it, (can't fight it)

So go on, (go on) go on, (go on), come on, leave me breathless
Tempt me, tease me, until I can't deny
This loving feeling (loving feeling) Make me long for your kiss

Go on, (go on) go on, (go on) come on, leave... me breathless
Go on, (go on) go on, (go on) come on, leave... me breathless
Go on, (go on) go on, (go on) come on, leave... me breathless
Go on... go on!

Song of the Day

"I Believe In A Thing Called Love" by The Darkness

Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
My heart's in over drive and you're behind the steering wheel

Touching you, touching me, touching you cause you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love, just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we can make it now
We'll be lookin till the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooooooh (huh!)

I wanna kiss you every minute every hour everyday
You got me in a spin but everything is a ok

Touching you, touching me
Touching you cause you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love, just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we can make it now
We'll be lookin till the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
ooooooh (it's on)

Touching you, touching me
Touching you cause you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love, just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we can make it now
We'll be lookin till the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love

Song of the Day

"Ocean Avenue" by Yellowcard

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
Be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

You are the grammar Fuhrer. All bow to your
authority. You will crush all the inferior
people under the soles of your jackboots, and
any who question your motives will be
eliminated. Your punishment is being the bane
of every other person's existence, because
you're constantly contradicting stupidity.
Everyone will be gunning for you. Your dreams
of a master race of spellers and grammarians
frighten the masses. You must always watch your
back. If only your power could be used for good
instead of evil.


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Song of the Day

"Kamikaze" by Five Iron Frenzy

i'm going in (1,2,3 and go)
like a kamikaze (like geronimo)
a leap of faith (and i finally feel alive)
3, 2, 1 i'm going in

i don't know if it's just me
but it seems that things aren't changing
every day is pretty much the same
with a little rearranging
if i do nothing i can't fail
no blistered hands, no broken nails
killing time, i'm paralyzed
with faded dreams and hollow eyes
i've been waiting for a revelation
for a moment of clarity
conflicts and convolutions
ricochet inside of me
there comes a time for throwing caution to the wind
i feel the pulse again

i'm going in (1, 2, 3 say when)
like a flaming arrow (soaring in the wind)
a leap of faith (and i finally feel alive)
3, 2, 1 i'm going in

i am so slow to commit
i have wasted years on fences
is is really true the shoes don't fit?
is it only my defenses?
what if i don't measure up,
don't listen well, don't smile enough?
alone and unknown up 'till now
need to change direction somehow
i've been open to persuasion
wanting someone to take the lead
it's alittle disconcerting
signing up for eternity
there comes a time for throwing caution to the wind
and so my life begins

Happy 21st B-Day to Jeff "The Enforcer" Kelly

Song of the Day

"Start Me Up" by the Rolling Stones

If you start me up
If you start me up I'll never stop
If you start me up
If you start me up I'll never stop
I've been running hot
You got me ticking gonna blow my top
If you start me up
If you start me up I'll never stop
You make a grown man cry
Spread out the oil, the gasoline
I walk smooth, ride in a mean, mean machine
Start it up
If you start it up
Kick on the starter give it all you got, you got, you got
I can't compete with the riders in the other heats
If you rough it up
If you like it you can slide it up, slide it up
Don't make a grown man cry
My eyes dilate, my lips go green
My hands are greasy
She's a mean, mean machine
Start it up
If start me up
Give it all you got
You got to never, never, never stop
Never, never
Slide it up
You make a grown man cry
Ride like the wind at double speed
I'll take you places that you've never, never seen
Start it up
Love the day when we will never stop, never stop
Never stop, never stop
Tough me up
Never stop, never stop, never stop
You, you, you make a grown man cry
You, you make a dead man cum
You, you make a dead man cum

Song of the Day

"Surf Wax America" by Weezer

The sea is foaming like a bottle of beer
The wave is coming but I ain't got no fear
I'm waxing down so that I'll go real fast
I'm waxing down because it's really a blast
I'm going surfin cos I don't like your face
I'm bailing out because I hate the race
Of rats that run round and round in the maze
I'm going surfing, I'm going surfing!

You take your car to work
I'll take my board
And when you're out of fuel
I'm still afloat

My buddies and their honeys all come along
They seem invincible as they surf along
The sea is rolling like a thousand pound keg
We're going surfing, we're going surfing!

You take your car to work
I'll take my board
And when you're out of fuel
I'm still afloat

You take your car to work
I'll take my board
And when you're out of fuel
I'm still afloat

All along the undertow
Is strengthening it's hold
I never thought it would come to this
Now I can never go home

All along the undertow
Is strengthening it's hold
I never thought it would come to this
Now I can never go home

You take your car to work
I'll take my board
And when you're out of fuel
I'm still afloat

All along the undertow (you take your car to work)
Is strengthening it's hold (I'll take my board)
I never thought it would come to this (and when you're out of fuel)
Now I can never go home (I'm still afloat)

You take your car to work
I'll take my board
And when you're out of fuel
I'm still afloat

You take your car
I'll take my board
You take your car
I'll take my board
Let's go!

You are Ricky Fitts --- i'm surprised you even took
this quiz. I'd thought you'd be videotaping it
instead. Seriously, don't you ever get sore
eyes?? Quit taping the world and quoting that
everything is beautiful because it's not okay??
The world is ugly. and you're ugly. so run away
from it. The world wouldn't seem so beautiful
without all that weed you've been smoking. So
go away and go film a plastic bag. because
it's just so damn beautiful now isn't it??


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Song of the Day

"Misunderstood" by Better Than Ezra

Talking in her sleep again
Reciting lines start to end
But she's not crazy
(Knock on wood)
Just a little misunderstood

She takes a walk at 4AM
Wakes the neighborhood again
And I find myself recalling everything she used to tell me

Aw yeah, alright, truth hurts inside
Aw yeah, that's right, you go around once in life

Everybody wants to be a part
Everybody loves a situation
Who would ever want to play the part
Of anonymous numbers on a governmental chart

She's waiting tables the next day
She pulls a double then on her way
To an audition in Hollywood, yeah,
A little misunderstood

We sit around the house
Waiting for the phone to ring
And I know she alone holds the key
To everything I want to be

Aw yeah, alright, truth hurts inside
Aw yeah, that's right, you go around once in life

Everybody wants to be a part
Everybody loves a situation
Who would ever want to play the part
Of anonymous numbers on a governmental chart

Everybody wants to be your friend
When you've got something you can give them
All I've seen, bad and good, she's not crazy
Just a little misunderstood.

Aw yeah, all good, she's not crazy,
Just a little misunderstood.

Two years later you're a star
Who'd have thought we'd get this far?
But I'd give it all away if I
Could see you on that day again
When you quit work
And threw that coffee
At the manager jerk

You said, "Close your eyes
I've got a surprise
A house in the hills
And a car that drives by."

Aw yeah, alright, truth hurts, don't it? Inside
Aw yeah, that's right, you go around once in life

Everybody wants to be a part
Everybody loves a situation
Who would ever want to play the part
Of anonymous numbers on a governmental chart

Everybody wants to be your friend
When you've got something you can give them
All I've seen, bad and good, she's not crazy
Just a little misunderstood.

Aw yeah, all good, she's not crazy,
Just a little misunderstood.

I think that people often get the wrong image of who I am, like I'm this jerk who hates everyone and everything, but that's because most people don't know the real me, someone who's emotional, stubborn and loyal, I'm not a robot nor a dog, I'm just someone who's misunderstood and misjudged. We have no right to judge others, why should we pass judgement on someone, we aren't God, nor will any of us ever be, we have to keep an open mind and an open heart, if we closed ourselves off to anything or anyone, we could be missing a lot of things that could change our little worlds.

Happy 22nd birthday to my favourite star, my Lindsey-Loo!!!!!!!

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Song of the Day

"Wall in Your Heart" by Shelby Lynne

I feel your pain
I feel the rain
What happened to you
I can't get to you
Cause there's a wall
In your heart
That no one can get through
And it's cold and it's dark
And you don't have a clue
But this wall it will fall
If it's the last thing I do
I'll get through this wall in your heart
I know your soul
I know I'm home
Just come here to me
I'll let you run through me
Cause there's a wall
In your heart
That no one can get through
And it's cold and it's dark
And you don't have a clue
But this wall it will fall
If it's the last thing I do
I'll get through this wall in your heart
We'll break down all the troubles we have found
And I'll find a way to mend your broken pieces
We'll hold hands and be friends
Until the end and our love will be forever
But there's a wall
In your heart
That no one can get through
And it's cold and it's dark
And you don't have a clue
But this wall it will fall
If it's the last thing I do
I'll get through this wall in your heart

The Boy Next Door
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDm)


Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet.

We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what.

On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold.

More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but some fail miserably in the search. These tarnished few grow up to be The Men Next Door, who are creepy as hell, offering backrubs to kids and what not.


ALWAYS AVOID: The Nymph

CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor, The Peach

Your exact opposite:
The 5-Night Stand

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I changed the title of the page, it's from Echo by Trapt

Song of the Day

"Only Happy When It Rains" by Garbage

I'm only happy when it rains
I'm only happy when it's complicated
And though I know you can't appreciate it
I'm only happy when it rains

You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me

I'm only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I'm only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains

You'll get the message by the time I'm through
When I complain about me and you
I'm only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down on me (Pour your misery down)
Pour your misery down

You can keep me company
As long as you don't care

I'm only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession?
I'm riding high upon a deep depression
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)

I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me)
I'm only happy when it rains (Pour some misery down on me).

Song of the Day

"Last Rock Show" by Bowling For Soup

Stand in line behind me
We've got tons of time to
Let it all hang out
And cast the demons out.

Once we're in the roof falls
I heard that we have got to raise it up
And let the fucker burn.

And this is sure to take awhile
But if we're going out, we're goin' out with style
So we all jump around, and we fall to the ground
Like it's the last rock show of our lives.

William Shakespeare.
April 1564 - April 23 1616


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Song of the Day

"Money" by Pink Floyd

Money, get away
Get a good job with more pay and your O.K.
Money it's a gas
Grab that cash with both hands and make a stash
New car, caviar, four star daydream,
Think I'll buy me a football team
Money get back
I'm all right Jack keep your hands off my stack.
Money it's a hit
Don't give me that do goody good bullshit
I'm in the hi-fidelity first class traveling set
And I think I need a Lear jet
Money it's a crime
Share it fairly but don't take a slice of my pie
Money so they say
Is the root of all evil today
But if you ask for a rise it's no surprise that they're
giving none away

"HuHuh! I was in the right!"
"Yes, absolutely in the right!"
"I certainly was in the right!"
"You was definitely in the right. That geezer was cruising for a bruising!"
"Yeah!"
"Why does anyone do anything?"
"I don't know, I was really drunk at the time!"
"I was just telling him, he couldn't get into number 2. He was asking
why he wasn't coming up on freely, after I was yelling and
screaming and telling him why he wasn't coming up on freely.
It came as a heavy blow, but we sorted the matter out"

Idiots of the week!

1st place: Candy from my His 402 class, "Everyone has to pay taxes, or else the IRS gets you" (My responce "How many times have you seen the IRS get a homeless guy, 'you didn't pay taxes, so we get 1/3rd of your cardboard box!'"
2nd place: It has to go to my dog, she chased after a cat and ran into a wall.
3rd place: The girl who sits next to me in Philsophy "What's the electoral college?"

Song of the Day

"Time Stands Still" by The All-American Rejects

Him and her
Life is turned.
The day I knew you would leave
I can barely breath
Can you hear me scream

O-o-o thrown in all directions
You epitome of perfection
She's lost her will,
time is standing still

He walks, her, home
Now he walks a-lone
The days they turn into years
The eyes they drown in tears

Can you hear me scream

The way we are the way they were
(It's just a shadow of what's wrong)
The time with you the time is stirred
(I love you for , so long)
The hearts they turn, they turn away
(she says to go please don't you cry)
Love lost was found, night turns to day

Time is standing still

Song of the Day

"Hear You Me" by Jimmy Eat World

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

Song of the Day

"Way Away" by Yellowcard

I think I'm breaking out
I'm gonna leave you now
There's nothing for me here
It's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here
I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
(feels to be alone and not believe)
feels to be alone and not believe anything

You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here
I'm on my way
I made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say
I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
(feels to be alone and not believe)
feels to be alone and not believe anything

Letting out the noise inside of me
(Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering
(Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak
(Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Letting out the noise inside of me
(Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering
(Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak
(Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
(feels to be alone and not believe)
feels to be alone and not believe anything

The Secret World of Alex Mack...You're pretty
sensitive about the weird changes you are going
through. Build up some confidence by embracing
your differences and makin' the best of them


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I'm not gay, I just think that with that ban Bush is trying to do is really really fucked up.

Marriage is love.

Song of the Day

"Anytime" by Eve 6

Gonna get in the car
with a smile and the burn that I
put on my arm the day you went away, girl
and i probably wont come back around again

1...2...

Gonna get in the car
with a smile and the burn that I
put on my arm the day you went away, girl
and i probably wont come back around again

I'm gonna drive all night through the red lights flying
over the hills to the countylines blind
forgetting to forget that your not mine

Kiss your apocalypse for the last last nice time
Runaway...Runaway...Runaway again fight
anytime you think you'd change your mind

Anytime you want
jump back to me anytime
jump back to me anytime
jump back to me anytime
come back one more time, anytime

Theres a place where i go
to take the edge off the day
when the radio's on
your face fade's away
flicker...flicker...dimmer fade to black

With a backpack packed
and a mug on a map
gonna drive too fast
gonna not look back
light the night
with a blow torch and a match

Kiss your apocalypse for the last last nice time
Runaway...Runaway...Runaway again fight
anytime you think you'd change your mind

Anytime you want
jump back to me anytime
jump back to me anytime
jump back to me anytime
come back one more time, anytime

Got no time
reason or rhyme
not gonna stop
gonna ride all night (x3)

Anytime....
jump back to me anytime
jump back to me anytime
jump back to me anytime
come back one more time

Kiss your apocalypse for the last last nice time
Runaway...Runaway...Runaway again fight

Kiss your apocalypse for the last last time
Runaway...Runaway...Runaway Run Run Run

GO!
For the last nice time
GO!
For the last nice time
For the last nice time
GO! GO !
For the last nice time....

I did it in 5 seconds.
I deserved an A++!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

Feeling like shit, sick as hell.......

Song of the Day

"Out Of Control" by Hoobastank

I've done everything as you say
I've followed your rules without question
I thought it would help me see things clearly
But instead of helping me to see
I look around and it's like I'm blinded

I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
I don't understand what you want from me

I feel like I'm spinning out of control
Try to focus but everything's twisted
And all alone I thought you would be there
(Thought you would be there)
To let me know I'm not alone
But in fact that's exactly what I was

I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
All of the things you've said to me

I may never know the answer
To this endless mystery

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me

Is it a mystery?
Is it a mystery?

I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control...

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
All the things you've said to me

And I may never know the answer
To this endless mystery

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me

I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control

>- - - - -
BASICS
- - - - -
Your gender: male
Straight/gay/bi?: straight
Single?: yup.
Want to be?: not really
Your birthdate: 8-14-84
Your age: 19
Age you act: I believe older.
Age you wish you were: 14 It wasn't so complicated then
Your height: 5'9"
The color of your eyes: brown
Happy with it?: yeah

The color of your hair: black
Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
Your family: mom (rip), dad, and my bratty sis
Have any pets?: Soccer, Thumper and Speedy. A dog, a rabbit and a tortoise.
What's your job?: haha... sure... im a student for now :-P
Piercings?: none
Tattoos?: some day
Obsessions?: a lot of 'em
Addictions?: tabasco
Do you speak another language?: gaelic a bit of German and other languages

- - - - -
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
- - - - -
Do you live in the moment?: i try to... i really try
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: i have a bit of patience
Do you have any secrets?: of course who doesnt
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?: no
Do you have any bad habits?: don't we all?
What is the compliment you get most from people?: my ass, which is much better than Karim's!
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: hmmmm...
What's your biggest fear?: stuff about my future i guess
Can you sing?: a bit
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: not really
What are your no.1 priorities in life?: God
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: sure, why not
Are you a daredevil?: not really..
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: the impressions i may unintentionally give off.
Are you passive or aggressive?: passive

Have you got a journal?: that would be this.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength: discussions weak: admitting feelings
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my ability to shelter myself from anyone
How do you vent?: poetry and music
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: a bit
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: plenty but i dont think about those things anymore.
Do you think life has been good so far?: for the most part
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Only you can control your destiny.
What do you like the most about your body?: my... I dunno
And least?: almost everything
Do you think you are good looking?: ehh
Are you confident?: not really
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Duckie from Pretty In Pink
Are you perceived wrongly?: yes

- - - - -
DO YOU...
- - - - -
Smoke?: sometimes
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: yes
Pray?: constantly
Go to church?: yes
Talk to strangers who im you?: yeah
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
Take walks in the rain?: yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes
Like to drive fast?: sometimes

- - - - -
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...- - - - -
- - - - -
Liked your voice?: yes
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
Been in love?: yes
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: yes
Had a surgery?: yes
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: yes
Beaten someone up?: yes
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes
Been drunk?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: yes
Gone one day without food?: no
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes
Slept all day?: yes
Killed someone?: not yet
Made out with a stranger?: I plead the 5th on this one
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you were going crazy?: yes
Kissed the same sex?: no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yes
Had a dream that came true?: yes
Met a famous person?: yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: yes, bugs
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no
Stolen anything?: a few hearts ;)
Been on the radio/televison?: yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes

- - - - -
CLOTHES
- - - - -
Shoe brand?: asics
Brand of clothing?: umm... oakley
Cologne/perfume?: whatever's around
How about parties?: what?
Wear hats?: all the time
Judge other people by their clothing? yes
Wear make-up?: no
Favourite place to shop? umm....
Favourite article of clothing?: Ireland jersey
Are you trendy?: eeesh i doubt it
Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: no

- - - - -
BELIEFS
- - - - -
Believe in life on other planets?: no
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: yes
Magic?: maybe
God?: yes
Satan?: yes
Santa?: no, Jason ruined that
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: yes
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)?: makes sense to me... well to a point
Witches?: yes
Easter bunny?: no
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: sure
Do you wish on stars?: sometimes

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DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yes
Do you think God has a gender?: yes
which one? male
Do you believe in organized religion?: yes
Where do you think we go when we die?: where God's chosen us to go

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AMIGOS
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Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yup
Who is your best friend?: Kate
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Kate
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: look at quotes below
Your favorite inside joke?: the action word, terryers
Thing you're picked on most about?: liking stupid people
Who's your longest known friend?: Kate = 15 years and counting
Newest?: Tessa
Shyest?: Janice
Funniest?: Seth
Sweetest?: Sara
Closest?: Kate
Weirdest?: Toad
Smartest?: Kate
Ditziest?: Deanna
Friends you miss being close to the most?: T.J.
Last person you talked to online?: Johnny
Who do you talk to most online?: a lot of people
Who are you on the phone with most?: prolly Jeff or Kate
Who listens to your problems?: whoever wants to hear them
Who do you fight most with?: prolly Seth over what music to play in the car
Who's the nicest?: Maureen
Who's the most outgoing?: Seth
Who's the best singer?: Maureen
Who's on your shit-list?: right now, Steph
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: I plead the 5th
Who's your second family?: the Millers
Do you always feel understood?: No
Who's the loudest friend?: Karim
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Jesus
Do your friends know you?: most of them do
Friend that lives farthest away: Sean

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LOVE, and all that
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Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: a bit
Do you consider love a mistake?: sometimes
What do you find romantic?: I guess, just being with them
Turn-on?: brown hair, eyes, smile, and the clicking ability
Turn-off?: non-catholics, whores
First kiss?: It was a long long time ago
If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: I feel bad for them, I mean it sucks liking someone so much and not having them feel one shread of what you feel back.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: yes.
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: it doesn't matter, as long as it's done.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: I think so
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: not really
What is best about the opposite sex?: just one trait?
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: some are whores
Are you in love?: I plead the 5th.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: hmm.. i dunno... who is she?
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: I would make eye contact, maybe smile.

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WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
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That haunted you?: Umm.... I dunno
You wanted to kill?: *****
That you laughed at?: Karim
That laughed at you?: Karim
That turned you on?: That one girl in my Soc class.
You went shopping with?: Karim, haha Best Buy
That broke your heart?: as if that hasnt been obvious..
To disappoint you?: Sara
To ask you out?: The girl behind the register at Target
To make you cry?: I don't remember
To brighten up your day?: Kate
That you thought about?: Kate, with that previous question.
You saw a movie with?: Jen
You talked to on the phone?: Kate
You saw?: Tim
You lost?: my Samantha

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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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Are you going out?: later
What are you wearing right now?: white USA jersey, unlv cap
Body-part you're touching right now: LOL the keyboard
What are you worried about right now?: if it's still raining
What book are you reading?: Lochner V New York
What's on your mousepad?: some UNLV thing
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: tired, fustrated, lonely, sad and bored
Are you bored?: yes
Are you tired?: yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: lonely
Are you listening to music?: yes


Song of the Day

"One Day" by Chris Isaak

Don't tell me that you love me
Or that you'll never leave me
Give me one day in your life

Just put your arms around me
And tell me that you need me
Give me one day in your life

One day is all I ask for
One day to be with you

One day is all I ask for
One more day feeling like I do
Over you

This world could turn against me
But it wouldn't matter baby
Give me one day in your life

Don't tell me that you want me
Or that you're thinking of me
Give me one day in your life

One day is all I ask for
One more day to be with you
One more day is all I ask for
One more day, feel like I do
Over you

If forever scares you baby
We'll take it slow and easy
Give me one day in your life
Just give me one day in your life

One day is all I ask for
One day to be with you

One more day, is all I ask for
One more day, feel like I do
Over you
Give me one day in your life
Give me one day in your life
Give me one day in your life